Saturday, October 20, 2007

A Letter to My Last Hope

My Lost Hope ,

You must be doing great without me.I finally have accepted this bitter reality that i will have to live without your presence.You were just a great hope on which i spent so many years.But you had to leave.I curse the moment when you finally left the door and closed it for ever.I came to wave you good bye , only to see a void.An ever expanding void.

Oh my love , i wish for the caresses of yuor pristine body.I mourn this unreasonable reason of my existence without your smiles. You are lost in this big swarm of hopes.I dont know if i will ever see you again.

You left and gave me something else.SOmething on whcih i now live my life.I am so much dependant on your clan.One after the other , and they all come just to leave me.

Whenever they leave , salty drops just water my barren carn only to become a part of dust once again.Its been ages since you left me.Its been ages since i left you.

Comeback someday to perform the formal rituals.perform thy last rites.I want to rest in peace.My restlessness wants to rest in peace.

I dont know you remember me anymore or not.But my dearest hope , i will remember each and every shade i had of you/have of you/will have of you.

I am going to sleep , till you will knock my doors again.If i dont get up , remember i am not immortal unlike you.

You are my vanity.If you dont see me alive , visit my grave someday.Lit a candle.Kiss my dust and whisper "I just came to see you.".

My dear hope i shall leave now.For night is too dark and i have to walk on.

Only Yours.
Hopeless.

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