Pathological Gensis - A Diary

I am going to maintain this diary. It will be a journey - through void! keep coming back to read it , if you have nothing better to do.

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We all claim life, at times, is just so unfair to us, my question will be - so how many times we are unfair to life? perhaps equation might just be equal or if anything it will be us who will be more unfair to it.

On a political note ,most muslims believe that everything that is going on wrong in this world is due to America. Well, why are muslims letting that country be such an influence in our political and social life. After all , we have the brains - no?

Salman Rushdie should be killed because he spread mischief. Alright! but why cant we produce a solid reply in the form of a book? Are we that mundane in our thought process? Knowledge can only be countered through knowledge. Do we know this?

People are afraid of love. Why? because it requires sacrifice , courage and strong dedication. Humans mostly want to claim that they have all these , but when it comes to practicality they are often misled by 'realities'. I say often - in the matters of heart , dont use your brain much. Afterall , beliefs lie not in some logical chains but in some metaphysical realms.

Its a bit too late in the night. Time to start trying to sleep.

03:09 Sunday Aug 19/2007

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We all dream. But when our particular experience tells us that some dream is a difficult one , or for that matter impossible to be a reality, we hold onto the idea so strongly that we never let anyother experimentation take place. Experience should make us learn lessons but those lessons should always be understood keeping factual representation in perspective. The more you elevate yourself from those facts forming an experience , the greater objectiveness will be achieved. Remember! one experience shouldnt bring you down so much to earth that you never get up again. Stay upright and restart your fight for your dream - irrespective of your experiences. Its the dreams that matter not the ways to achieve them.

03:29 Monday Aug 20/2007

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My friends this world is like a jungle. We have predators and their preys. But you must never forget the difference. Predator has two essential traits. Patience and Perseverance. If it cant get one prey in the first attempt , it needs perseverance to keep its hunt on. But before that comes patience. A plan which requires a careful approach. Looking for the right opportunity and when the moment is there... then there is nothing holding it back. But remember , no one in a jungle wants to be hunted - hence they run for their lives.In this world if you want to live then become a predator. Hunt down your dreams before someone brings an end to you and your dreams. For there is one thing that differentiates humans with animals. Humans hunt limitlessly , because this is from which they drive their lust for power. Animals , on the other hand only hunt for what is their requirement. In a way, humans have their 'wants' dictating their instincts - and for animals, its just their 'needs'.

Become a predator - or get ready to be either hunted or keep running for your life. For how long? Its not in your control!

Too much travelling , tiredness. Good night.

01:34Tuesday Aug 21/2007
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When you are in love , its love which is giving you a favor. How? by igniting a flame of controlled madness. A flame which can burn down all the norms of any social fabric.

But when you are out of it , how can you return the favor? By remembering the moments when the flame made you things against whom you felt powerless otherwise. In other words, respecting the feelings when they are not there anymore. Like humans when they are gone!

00:17
Saturday Aug 25/2007
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To me , greatness isnt that when you are in love you reciprocate atleast in equal terms. Greatness is when your loved ones want to walk away from you for any selfish reason , you still leave a door open for them to come back.

15:30
Saturday Aug 25/2007
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To me, tragedy is not that one is a hypocrite even though they realize it. To me tragedy is that one wants to be honest , people dont accept him. But when one wants to live a hypcritic life , conscious doesnt accept it. Its that life between these two boundaries which is a tragic one.

00:48
Sunday Aug 26/2007
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Mostly, people think that they like someone. Infact, they like their idea which thye find in someone. Once that idea is gone , so is the liking ideology of that person. Lets not call such a feeling , Love.

21:00
Sunday Aug 26/2007

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Morality is as much a disease as it is a cure. When it is used as a tool to restrict a human creative process it is a disease. But when it is used to put a lid on some volcanic erruptions which might cause disaster to human race, it surely is a cure.

11:31
Tuesday Aug 28/2007

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If my ideas are weak , then dont forget my friend , you are the weakest link in the chain of my life.

18:48
Thursday Aug 30/2007

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my dear reader , donot share your only truth. World can make you pay for it. And it will!

00:12
Sunday Sep 02/2007

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Hope is the only reason why poor dont commit suicide.

00:44
Tuesday Sep 04/2007